Sorry guys I haven't wrote for a while,my head has been all over the place lately, but don't worry I'm not gonna drown on and on about how messed up my head is rn.
ANYWAY~!
Oh dear Luke has me doing those little squiggly things now xD
I finally did the dance that I've been practicing for! It was supposed to be a flash mob, but the parents kinda gave it away standing round waiting for us. Idiots. But it still went well, I managed not to mess it up like I thought I would.
I'm kinda getting better at skateboarding now.. I think..
Me, Markette and Elf went to the skatepark, it didn't turn out well.
We went in and there was no one in.. (or so we thought) it was pitch black so Markette ran in screaming 'We own this shit!' and we laughed and skated around, well.. One of them dared me to go down a ramp.. I'd never gone down ramps before, and this one must have been the smallest fucking ramp in the history of ramps.. Well I went down and what happened? I fell. Flat on my arse. I started laughing my head off, yeah it hurt but I was kinda embarrassed, but at least I still did the dare, right? Well there were these kids in the park that kinda just came out of nowhere! They were all dressed in black so we didn't see them in the dark and they were riding past us trying to intimidate us. In the end we left with out heads down praying we didn't know those guys.
Well we went back there. On Monday night. And it was awesome! Then Markette decided she wanted to go down. (bearing in mind she is even more of a beginner than me cause I've been skating about 3-4 weeks longer). (even though I am still shit). Anyway, me and Elf tried to tell her not to do it, but she insisted. There were more kids in the park that day, and she told hem she would probably fall and then she did. Boy did she fall She hit the ground harder than I did, and landed flat on her back. You actually heard the thud as she hit the floor too. (concrete). Me and Elf were pissing ourselves laughing, and Markette just stood up laughing too.. Everyone was laughing, and Markette started complaining about her back hurting and I was like 'no shit Sherlock, you just smacked off a concrete floor' and we laughed some more xD
I got home on Monday night to find a message from the guys in my band, telling me that I was out cause they wanted to do other genres, and my 'vocal range was too low' sorry I didn't realise you guys wanted to do opera, right? Fucking beethovens 9th symphony with their own lyrics? Anyway that plus everything else that had happened that week, I just fucking lost it. I broke down and just went crazy for like.. An hour. Then I calmed down and told my dad everything, Bout how I've been feelin, everything that has happened and he was shocked. Anyway, I went to school on Tuesday and the teachers were straight on my back, about my hair (it's turquoise) my nose stud, my expanders, being late for school, for no homework, about detention. All at once, I could feel myself gonna blow up and I text my dad, so he rang my teachers and I was took out of school. My teacher said I could have the next few days off to sort my head out and stuff.. So I was happy about that.
Wednesday I just literally sat in the house all day cause none of my friends would come out. I was quit pissed off at that actually. I'm starting to think they aren't even my proper friends. Every time I ask some of them to come out they always say no. Like Tikka, sometimes I manage to talk her into coming out but she only comes out if Elf and Markette are out. Jovi never comes out anymore, and tbh I can't fucking stand Skully. But that's okay cause she is in Florida right now, and will be for the next week! :D
Thursday I went back to school, and the first thing to happen was a test. A fucking maths text at 9 in the morning, that I didn't know I was having so I hadn't revised. I probably got every question wrong. I don't even care, I'm shit at maths anyway.
Friday I had a detention for no science h/w but I swear it was the best detention I had ever had xD there was this guy, called Callum, and he had a half hour detention too. He tried everything in his power to talk the teacher into letting him go home. He told her that his mam was outside so he would need to go, he told her he needed the toilet(he obviously didn't) and stuff like that. She just kept proper owning him, it was hilarious. She went out the room and he hid behind the table and told me to tell her that he had walked out. She literally walked in, saw he was gone and said 'Callum, do you really think I was born yesterday now stop hiding, I guess that just shows your level of maturity' I was almost crying with laughter. He was getting so frustrated and eventually he just walked out to tell her he Was going to the toilet when he clearly wasnt. His problem though, hes only just got himself an even longer detention on Monday. What an idiot.
Today I have literally sat in all day again. Because Elf is in Hartlepool, Jovi is at her nannas, Markette was just being awkward and Tikka was in hers with Levy, she just downright refused to come out. Some was having a girly day with her mam, Goodrick was at dancing and Abs was at home in Newcastle :(
It's so frustrating that when I want someone to come out, they never do, but if it was someone else asking everyone comes out and sometimes they don't even invite me out with them. The only people I ever go out with now is Markette (sometimes) and Elf.
As I write this I'm talking to Kerplunk on Skype :) I love talking to him so fucking much, he never fails to make me smile and even if he is feeling horrific, he still takes time to make sure I'm feeling happy. We have been talking for like.. Four months now and it weird how much he has come to mean to me.. He knows I like him, and he likes me too haha, awh :) I can't even help but smile when I'm taking about him haha. I can't wait till he comes here, he doesn't think he will get here but I know he can do it, he's amazing.
Anyway, I gotta go haha,
C'ya!
-Kenny♪
