Helloooooooo!
What a week! My step-nanna died 4 days after Christmas. She is my step-dads nanna but we all called her nanna Mary anyway cause she was like our nanna and gave us money and sweets and stuff, and we saw her a lot and went to visit her, well her funeral was on Tuesday.. (8/1/13) and that's the day we were supposed to go back to school. My mam let me stay off after the funeral cause she was gonna make me go to school. I'm so glad I didn't have to, I don't think I would have been able to handle it..
Anyway, this was my week
Tuesday!
Went to the metrocentre with Mosher and Abs, had an AWESOME day xD but didnt really buy much, there wasnt really anything worth buying haha, i went with £80 and came back with £47 roughly xD
Wednesday! Had a lazy day, did nothing
Thursday! Well i was just sitting arounf waiting for cadets to start but then realised it wasnt on till the following tuesday, so i just stayed up talking to Luke... Til half three on the morning hahaha xD
Friday!
Went to the town with Elf, it was quite cool hehe >.< had am awesome day, bumped into Jovi in the town too. We talked for a while then me and Elf went back to shopping. We went home and went on our skateboards for a while. We went to morrisons and as we were skating down, I heard her skating behind me and she shouted 'Jessica!' so I tried to stop to move out of her way and ended up falling off the board and wackiness my head off the concrete floor xD it hurt for like.. A second, then I burst out laughing at how funny it must have looked, omfg xD then we decided to go all the way through silksworth to go backup hall farm, and we decided to stop off at markettes house . We were joking saying 'lets ask her to come out for a joke, but she will probs not be allowed out anyway so we can ask her to come out tomorrow instead' and when we knocked on, Markette was actually allowed to come out! Haha we were actually over the moon that she could come out, and we went out skating again. It was so fun xDwe walked her home, then we went home ourselves. Mam dropped my chargers and clothes off at my nannas for me, but when she came in she was crying, that's when I found out my nanna had died. I didn't really react cause it hadn't sank in properly.. But it really hit me hard the next day when I woke up and just thought 'I'm never going to see her again' and I just burst into fucking hysterics, crying my eyes out and everything :(
Saturday!
Well after I woke up to my sudden realisation, I went out with Markette to take my mind of fit and cheer myself up. We were supposed to be out with Elf too but she hadn't rang us so we just waited around for a while. We went all the way down the bottom of Ryhope near the beach, and knocked on for everyone of our friends, but none of them came out. We hung out for a while and bumped into Lankylegs and Chaz in the park. We talked for a while while we were there, then Lankylegs tried my skateboard and almost fell, so he decided to just not bother trying xD so after we finished laughing at him, he and Chaz went to the shop and me and Markette decided to start heading home..well I decided to ring Elf one last time, and she said she could come out! So me and Markette hopped on the bus up home to get Elf out, well when we got on the bus there were these stupid year 8 chavs on the bus, and they looked at me and went 'ergo Jessica why have you got a skateboard?' I was thinking you gotta be shitting me? So I sarcastically replied 'oh you know, cause I've been out riding on my bike' and they went 'eh? We asked about your skateboard not ya bike' I was thing omfg, and replied 'it's called sarcasm, look it up' and they just scowled at me. I looked at Markette and we both just burst out laughing at them. Anyway once we got out with Elf, we went near the doxy boxes (these abandoned, scruffy council houses that are being demolished soon) and we were just skating near there. Well I sat down with my board to reply to some text messages, and Elf and Markette were just standing talking while Elf was teaching Markette how to turn on a skateboard or something. I looked up and saw about 7 chavs riding towards us on bmx's, there were four of them on bikes, and the other three were on the backs of the bikes getting a backer, well I went to move out the way for them cause I was sitting in the middle of the path, so they could get past me. Well as they rode past one of them just stuck his leg out and booted me in the face as he rode past me! I didn't even look at them or say anything to them! I was even moving for them! And he just fucking kicks me in the face full force! What the fuck?! I mean, it hurt but ive had worse. Well I stand up and I scream at them 'oi you fucking stupid cunts, FYI you kick like a little girl!' and they just Ignored me and kept going. Elf and Markette just ran over to me and were really shocked and stuff. Well we walked Markette home at about half eight, and we went home ourselves soon after.
Sunday!
Went out skateboarding again with Markette and Elf, we did pretty much the same as we did the day before. We were skating all day again, having fun. Except when we went to the shop and these chavs from my school were there and they started shouting at me 'Kenny ya fucking geggsy cunt!' and I lost it and screamed at them 'YOU UGLY STUPID LITTLE FUCKING MUNTERS! I HOPE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GET HIS BY A DOUBLE DECKER BUS TRAVELLING AT FULL FUCKING SPEED!' and they just looked at me and rode off. I got a text off Goodrick about going to the town on Monday too.
Monday!
Went to the town with the girls, Markette, Tikka, Skully, and Elf. I had such an awesome day! I bought two new CDs and a green day tshirt. As well as some nose studs, food, and a size three expander. My mam and dad still haven't noticed it. Which Is good, cause the last time I had one my dad ripped it out of my ear and snapped it and threw it in the bin. My mam told me of she ever catches me with an expander in again I will be grounded. That was two years ago, so I'm hoping she will be nicer about it now.. But anyway. When we were there, it was just so funny! We went to McDonald's for dinner and spent like 40 minutes in there haha. We then just went round town, and me, Markette and Elf went to an awesome punk/rock goth shop called hot rats, and I bought another cd, well the man in the shop called Sum 41 gay, and said Deryck Whibley was ugly! HOW FUCKING DARE HE! I actually said to him: 'Omfg what?! You know I'm not scared to slap a grown man? I will slap you. Sum 41 are NOT gay and Deryck is perfect so shh!' and they were just laughing and carrying on. I laughed too but they knew I was serious...
Wednesday!
Well...fuck. Back at school, and I hate it already. I got yelled at off my Math teacher for calling my friend a pussy as a joke. LOL. Got sent to isolation for not having my PE kit, not like I give a shit though haha. Mam was on m back the second I got in the house, shouting at me for it, and I got grounded. I wasn't even allowed on Skype! But I still talked to Luke on twitter, but for once he had to go haha,normally we talk till like.. Half one or something, but tonight he went at half eleven, oh well.
Thursday
School was actually okay for once, music was kinda boring today but whatever haha, history was even more surprisingly okay. We did no work whatsoever and just listened to our teacher carrying on and talking for an hour. He told us how he fell down the stairs that morning while he was carrying his daughter, and he said 'every bad word known to man as he fell' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, but I felt sorry for his daughter, he said he fell onto her and burst her lip or something :( but anyway... English I got a B in my Shakespeare essay.. I was quite happy, 1 mark off an A, but I got in and my granda was shouting at me cause a B wasn't good enough. I am dreading telling him I got a C in biology. It seems I'm getting worse at everything these days. I can't do anything right.
Anyway I went to cadets (cause cadets is on Tuesdays and Thursdays) and it was awful. I felt like no one was talking to me and everyone seemed to be ignoring me. I don't understand why. I've put my name down for an Easter camp and for shooting, gliding and climbing :3 I hope I get a place on the camp... I'm desperate to go! The funniest thing that happened was when One of the staff fell over the bin and went 'Oh Shit!' and then realised what he had said and apologised for swearing. He didn't have to worry haha, I was the only person the heard him xD
Today!
Well it hasn't exactly been eventful, my head of year 10 teacher wants me to enter this competition with my singing and my own songs and guitar and stuff, but I don't know about it. Im not that good, like competition good.. I just can't sing very well anymore and I just seem to be getting worse at guitar. He said i am really good and he thinks if I really tried I could possibly get into the finals. He has had an email back about me apparently. I still just don't know, I don't think I'm good enough for a competition... Anyway, school was kind of alright. Tikka was off cause she had her tonsils taken out yesterday, so if you see this Tikka, 'GET WELL SOON! :D' i am worried about my friend though, like REALLY worried :( He doesn't even realise how much I care about him :( and no one knows who I am talking about except himself and Markette (Rachel my cousin). Anyway, I am stuck babysitting my brother and sister while my mam and stepdad are out for a family meal. My sister doesn't go to bed until 9 and she is driving me crazy! oh well, might order pizza to keep her quiet!
Someone Skype with me tonight though? Please?! I'm actually gonna scream I am so bored. But tbh there is only one person I really wanna talk to but he isn't talking to me D: but I'll talk to anyone! (as long as I know you and you aren't a paedo)
C'ya!
-Kenny♪
